Happily ever after..

We shared the news with Mrs.Gardiner, Lady Catherine, and Mr.Collins. I have now moved to Pemberley with my darling Mr.Darcy. Jane and Bingley stayed for another year, but now live very close to us. Kitty comes and visits alot, which makes me very happy that she gets some time away from our family. Mary is doing better, and everyone is living the life they should. Except for Lydia and Wickham, who spend way to much money.

It just keeps getting better.

I am now engaged to Mr.Darcy! We were on a walk, and we both confessed our love for each other. We both apologized for our past behavior so that we could move on happily. Jane was the first to know of course because I had no idea how I was going to break the news to my parents. Mr.Darcy talked to my dad and I talked to my mother. I shared the news with both of them about how Darcy has helped my family out greatly. Both took it very well, and I am so happy now. I love you Mr.Darcy, and thank you for everything.

Great news.

My sister is finally engaged! I could'nt ask for someone better to marry her. Mr.Bingley, I welcome you to my family. It is impossible for me to be as happy as Jane for I am not made like her. Before the engagement, I was told that Mr.Darcy has gone to London for ten days. It doesn't stop there; I got a surprise visit from "my favorite"... Lady Catherine. She made me promise not to get engaged to Mr.Darcy, and I made no promises. Mr.Collins also states in his letter the same thing, and claims it will cause problems. I got a handful of comments I wish I didn't get from my father for the rest of the day.

No chance.

I don't understand why Mr.Darcy came if he was going to be so silent and serious. I shall no longer think of him. HA. When Mr.Bingley came with him, they both sat next to the two people I could have guessed they would have sat next to. Mr.Bingley sat next to Jane of course and Mr.Darcy sat next to my mother. (Anywhere but besides me of course.) I didn't get to talk to Mr.Darcy all night. I guess the whole "not thinking about him" thing only lasted a few minutes.

Weird weird weird.

I never thought that I would be sending my little sister off with her new husband. Mother moped around all day for she does not want them to live so far away. A surprising visit from Mr.Bingley and Mr.Darcy put me in a awkward stage. I didn't know how Darcy would act, but he stayed quiet like me. Mother invited them to dinner very soon, and I hope they do attend.

Alot Learned.

Lydia and Wickham are now married, and I found out some news about the wedding. Darcy was there! When I asked Mrs.Gardiner about it she told me quite everything she possibly knew about it. Alot of it is only for my ears, but I can say that Darcy is one amazing man. He did everything in his power to help out my family and even Wickham. If a man helps someone they have absolute no respect for, then I will forever have respect for him. I went on a walk with Wickham, and told him to keep the past as the past. We are like brother and sister now.

Confusion is in the air.

Lydia and Wickham have been found...unmarried! But, not for long. They are soon on the way to a wedding, and they asked Mr.Gardiner for a yearly sum. (not a very large amount.) Something had to take place in order for Wickham to actually want to marry Lydia. Of course, mother is happy, but father refuses to pay for any wedding clothing and have anything to do with them.

I warned you.

I warned you father. I told you not to let Lydia go, and I recieved a letter from Mr.Collins telling us that Lydia has forever ruined the chances of us Bennet girls getting married. Mr.Gardiner has left us with shocking information about Wickham and his past involving gambling; he's just bad news. On top of everything, I have to admit, I have not spoken to Darcy in some time and it is keeping me from sleep.

No money, No marriage

While everyone else is under the impression that Wickham is going to marry Lydia, I know he won't. He would never marry someone if they didn't have money, which Lydia does not. Mr.Gardiner is going to help my father find Lydia in London and hopefully bring her back home before anything else bad happens.  I love you Lydia, but you need to start making better decisions!

I just want to go home.

Today I heard from Jane, which normally brightens my day, but not this time. I was informed that Lydia has run off with Wickham. Shortly after I heard the news, Darcy arrived and I regret telling him about this problem. Will I ever see him again? I told the Gardiner's, and now we are just working on getting me home to my family.

Nice to meet you.

I met Darcy's sister yesterday and I enjoyed her presence. I also saw Mr.Bingley which was quite weird, but as he said, we have alot to talk about reagrding my sister. We were invited to dinner at the Darcy's tonight, and this morning we went and thanked Darcy's sister for her hospitality. Miss Bingley did not please me, but Miss Darcy did more than that. I actually really like her.

You got me thinking.

While approaching Pimberley, a rush of nerves and excitement came over me. We got a tour around the house by Darcy's housekeeper who in fact spoke very highly of him. This just reassured my thoughts that maybe Darcy is a good guy. While approaching the garden, Darcy actually showed up and we caught eachothers eyes. From that moment I couldn't stop thinking about him for the rest of the day, and i was very pleased with how well he took meeting my uncle and aunt. He even asked me to meet his sister, how sweet.

Thoughts.

I realized today that my parents marriage is not something I look up to. I find myself blaming my father even though I know I shouldnt. I hardly hear from Lydia and I want her to know I miss her dearly. The Gardiner's sent a letter today inviting me to Derbyshire and I'm here. When I arrived, the Gardiner's wanted  to go to Pemberley, Darcy's estate. At first I was skeptical about going but after being informed I will not see him for he is not down for the summer, I agreed to go.

I feel for you.

I broke the news to Jane today and she took it better than I thought. She still regards Mr.Bingley with affection and this breaks my heart. My mother is very upset over one day losing her home to Charlotte Collins. On top of everything, the wife of the regiment's colonel invited Lydia to go to Brighton with the military regiment. I tried to convince father that it wasn't smart but my words did not change his mind. I had a talk with Wickham today and informed him that I now enjoy the presence of Darcy and Fitzwilliam. (He didn't like that very much.) Drama drama drama...

Running off to the men.

Lydia informed me today that Wickham is safe due to the girl he was courting has moved in with her uncle in Liverpool. I was told a handful of stories on the way home today and I couldn't help but notice how much my little sisters brought up Wickham. They want to go back to Meryton but I don't feel as if that is the best thing for our family's reputation right now. I also don't know how I feel about seeing Wickham. The future will tell.

Reunited.

My thoughts concerning Bingley are restored and now I just hurt for Jane. I have reunited with her and I am not quite sure how to share the news. I wish nothing but happiness for Jane and I'm embarrassed by my family's foolish bahavior. We are about to meet with our sisters Kitty and Lydia for a bite to eat. Goodbye everyone!

Regrets.

While on my walk today, Darcy handed me a letter informing me of the situations regarding both jane and Mr.Bingley and his attitude towards Wickham. I read the letter over and over, and on my long walk I started going over all the times I have encountered Wickham and what was said. I realized that Wickham has been at fault this whole time, and it makes me sick the way I treated Darcy without knowing the truth. I am truely sorry Darcy.

I would never.

Darcy proposed to me today, and I patiently waited until he was done talking to refuse him. I would never marry someone that is responsible for my sister's heartbreak. He told me that he was doing Mr.Bingley a favor. I also stated that his attitude towards wickham was unacceptable. He defended himself but claimed that he loved me and didn't know why. I left him with the last comment that he is the last person in the world I'd marry.

I can't believe him.

I saw Darcy at my favorite spot on my walk today. He is making me wonder if Fitzwilliam is interested in me. Fitzwilliam and I had alone time today and I found out some jaw-dropping news. He revealed that Darcy was the one that broke apart Mr.Bingley and my sister, Jane. I grew so upset that I couldn't attend tea at Rosings with the Collins.

Very Interesting.

Charlotte has tried to convice me that Darcy loves me, but I laugh at the idea. Fitzwilliam reminds me alot of Wickham and it's quiet interesting. Darcy and Fitzwilliam still visit alot but Darcy seems yet to change. I often see him out on my walks, which is weird to me but i don't understand why I always see him. I guess I'll find out soon enough! Goodnight everyone.

Oh, how lovely.

It is always a pleasure seeing Mr.Darcy. HA! But, it was an actual pleasure meeting his cousin, Colonel Fitzwilliam. He is quiet entertaining and I loved playing the piano for him, as I promised. Darcy walked to the piano so he could be closer to me but I did not have much interest. His remarks did not fool nor intimidate me.